Too many tales to be told
Too many scars to be heal
Too many memories to be forget
Too many things to be done
Too many hearts to be consider
Well, within this 3 months, there is so many things happened. Its so many that I almost end everything by considering the dumbest idea I ever had. Suicide. But, there is this one girl literally helped me out and healed me up. But then I forget the only thing that I need to be remember. I fell in love easily yet get hurt again and again.
I better learn to not fall in love easily especially with anyone who I'm comfortable with. So, the target and goals for this year, doesnt matter anymore. Now there is only one thing to be done, get up. And its literally true which is what doesnt kill you, gonna make you a stranger; and for that, I had no idea about myself at all.
So, thank you for everything, M, R, S, eventho I learnt the hardest way possible, and believe it or not, I was so devastated, but got to get up again. From M, I learnt that doesnt matter what anyone said, you cannot jump to conclusion and trust it, because you will never know, that somehow, that word, can kill you, literally. From R, I learnt that, even the sweetest person, can be the meanest, which is even somebody is helping you, doesnt meant that they wont harm you, at all cost. From S, I learnt that doesnt matter how good you are want to be with anyone, at the end of the day, if you are not appeal in looks at the outside, you just a trash, need to look good, and also wealth.
Therefore, I do forgive all of them, eventho maybe its not even their fault nevertheless, I still to be thankful, because for all things that happened, I have become more stronger now and maybe will not fall in love with anyone for a long time.
Aku harap dapat lah kerja yang jauh sikit dari keluarga, sebab aku dah penat dengan semuanya. Matlamat aku sekarang, cari kerja, cari duit, cari ketenangan (paling penting), cari Tuhan.
Sebab, biarlah palat mana hidup kau hari ini, jangan risau, sebab esok masih ada.
